Thinking back to about two years ago, I chuckle at all that had happened. To tell everything would take too much time, so here is the jist ot it: friend dated guy, I met guy, guy and I hit it off, he left friend, we hooked up. Drama soon followed, making me feel as though my life was slowly spiraling out of control. But soon, a middle ground was found and all was fine. I had discovered my first love with this guy. It scared me. I use to be Miss Independent. I always gave advice on dating to others, grateful that I wasn't the one dealing with the problems of a serious relationship. And yet, here I was. I had fallen hard for this guy. And it scared me. He was the reason I opened up about my feelings. Why I didn't try to hide whenever I cried. I had become what I had been searching for all along... me.
As I snap back into reality, I realize that it has been almost two years since we first met. Since we first dated. And as I think about my feelings for him then and now, I realize that they have only grown for him. He is in the Army now. Infantry to be exact. And though he is no longer here in person with me, we still love each other and continue our relationship. Yeah, I am worried that our relationship could come crashing down because he is in basic. But that is only a small part of me. A large majority of my heart and soul knows with a burning passion, that we can handle the separation. That we will prevail and accomplish what a majority of other relationships fail at. Well, that is all for now. Have the Rolex Three-Day Event to watch soon. Will probably post a blog about it after. Good-bye my victims.
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